This is God's girl speaking...

2009-01-24T01:08:00.000-08:00

HI GUYS!

SORRY FOR MIA-ING THESE FEW DAYS!

ANYWAYS GONNA HAVE A NEW BLOG COMING SOON ON

FEB 17.

In fact, its done!hehes...

so check it out!

THANKS!

http://blue-ishwishlist.blogspot.com/

Here are some pics to enjoy....while I go MIA somemore..

*dodges fom rotten tomatoes*

Ok..ok...sorry!!Ok!

*More rotten tomatoes*

Oei!

*Storms off* Just kidding!

By the way,I apologise for the previous post.

And also thank you guys (actually 2 ppl) who really as concerned

They are :Jiayi and Myxmusic!
Thanks guys.

I am really fine noww.Just needed a day to get over some stuff.

Heehs~

2009-01-12T04:51:00.001-08:00

You won't be hearing me for a long time...

I hate myself.

Just let me rot and die.

2009-01-05T01:32:00.000-08:00

ok..I know.
Throw tomatoes at me if you want.
I am just pissed now.

Today I have a day off and went to fetch my bro etc.
My mum just came back and everytime she does,I try to cheer her up
after her long day.

Today she was not in the mood and when my grandma "played"
with me,I laughed and she was like,

"Stop your nonsense laughter."

Seriously,after that,I shut my mouth up.

Now,she is better and jokes but my face is just straight.
Argh...sorry for reading my ranting.I just could not help it...

2008-12-02T22:18:00.000-08:00

Hello people...(If there is anyone out there...lol)
This is Isabelle/mushiromigal
reporting from Macau...not too used to the keyboard here..so sorry for typos.
haha

The weather here is really cold but not freezing.Last night sat on the airplane for
about 4 hours till we reach here.My aunt's place(where I am staying) is really cosy too^^
Just came back after walking quite a distance to shop and for sightseeing.
But so far...yours truly have not bought anything...
haha..but the place here is really beautiful.
By day,you can see the antique buildings and olden lamposts that dotted the streets.
I walked with my hands in my jacket pocket and the breeze blew on my face.
The air here is ok...with the exception of poeple amoking away which irks me.
You can see everyone wearing coats,jackets and windbreakers and it has come to
my attention that majority of the young women here wear boots.Really nice ones.

By night,the colorful lights filled the place with a great cheerful atmosphere.
Its really pretty.When I was siting in the taxi,I couldn't tear my eyes off the window..LOL

Spent the whole of last night watching They kiss again with my aun't portable DVD plyaer...
Its really cool!>.<>

PS: Myxmusic enjoy yourself in HK!OK?haha^^

PPS:See that pic??I went there..haha... *beams proudly and sticks out tongue :p)

2008-12-01T00:49:00.001-08:00

Before I leave...
I just wanna say...
I got my 7 elements trailer already!!!
ITS SUPER COOL!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1PzGYzblQKs
I can like never do that!
haha....
well packing my bags now...leaving tomorrow...
Won't be back till next Thursday.
Hope you all won't miss me^^
Haha..but do check out the trailer!!!Super nice!!
Babird did a good job><

2008-11-29T23:45:00.000-08:00

sigh...will be going MIA for a week cause
from 2-7 Dec,I am going Macau and from
8-11 Dec I am going to Malaysia for Youth camp!
Woots!
Gotta go..tata!

2008-11-29T01:41:00.000-08:00

sorry I am tired!
yeah...went to beach this morning.
I dog-tired...sigh...
tata.

holiday...whee?

2008-11-25T01:00:00.000-08:00

I know I have not post for some time.

Anyways I am now working with my parents.
Just sent my first package last friday!
I actually enjoyed working with them though at times
its a little confusing.

I also just got my tooth plucked out yesterday.
It was ok...but it was also my first time going to the dentist
other than the one in my school.It is als the first time I am not
plucking my teeth by my own.

It was a long story...my tooth hurt,went to see dentist.
Dentist said that not everyone have the full set of adult tooth
and my baby tooth should all dropped already but because of
a missing adult tooth,it is not being pushed out.

Thus it got plucked out.Well..I gotta go before my parents are back.
Today I didn't go to work cause I gotta take care of Ian because my
maternal grandma had a doctor appointment.

So...bye!

2008-11-09T18:38:00.000-08:00

Sorry for not posting for such a long time...My internet was down..now MSN can't work. Sorry myxmusic...wanna talk to you but can't.I like this song^^ haha...that was very random.Anyways I don't feel like talking much cause I am having cold war with someone in my family...bye.

2008-11-02T18:52:00.000-08:00

JUST GREAT!JUST GREAT!!
THE FREAKING SS TEXTBOOK DECIDES TO GO MISSING
3HOURS BEFORE THE EXAM...
GREAT!WHAT A FREAKING WONDERFUL DAY!!!!
later got SS paper and the textbook wants to play hide and seek with me.
I HATE YOU,SS TEXTBOOK!!
YOU'RE MAKING ME GO CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
><

2008-10-30T02:21:00.000-07:00

I want to stranggle myself.I screwed up big time.
Stupid Maths paper.Without it I can forget about going to
Polytechnic.Argh!Why must I be so stupid and careless!!
I HATE MATHS!
I really detest the people who pretend they are ok but they aren't.
Wait...isn't that me..
Tmr POA paper both paper 1 and 2.
I am sooo dead.
Don't feel like posting.Sorry...
And sorry Myxmusic...we have not talked in such a long time.
I hope you don't mind me being emo for a while.
I know you guys care...but sometimes its just me.
That's the big problem.
Thanks for talking to me anyways....

2008-10-19T02:35:00.000-07:00

rain rain rain rain rain!

I love the rain!!!

Suits my mood mah!

Tmr got Science O level and you think your

truly is well-prepared?

Duh!No!
Sigh...I am so dead.

dead dead dead dead dead.

I didn't pass my Science in prelims.

So what chance do I have in O levels.

Depressed.

And I have only myself to blame.

I feel like knocking my head against the wall.

But if I do...no one would care anyways.

All my Dad wants is his invoices done.He didn't really

care about my work.Oh well...

I think I don't wanna think about that now.

HEY!ITS GOING TO RAIN AGAIN!!!

RAIN RAIN RAIN RAIN RAIN!

yay! yay yay yay pssst...

2008-10-18T01:20:00.000-07:00

ACK!
I hat art...it's so time -consuming.
Well...10 more miuntes and I am gg to edge!!
Lydia coming today!!After like what?Ages?
Haha...
So updating for the fun of it.
The sky becoming darker?Gonna rain?
Wheee~~
Haha...don't get me wrong.
I like watching the rain but I have said nothing
about being under it..haha...
GTG now...^^
Monday is Science paper...sheesh.
Art must finish by tuesday.
Choing ar!!!!(spell wrongly?)
haha...><
Oh and I finished watching Tokyo Juilet on Thursday!
Yay!Next stop...18 jin bu jin..well maybe after O levels.

2008-10-17T01:01:00.000-07:00

*SNIFF* 4D rawks!

2008-10-16T20:43:00.001-07:00

OMG!!!
I love the rain right now!!!
Its raining but the sky is not dark~!
I hope there will be a rainbow later...
Haha..I LOVE THE RAIN!

sO SWEET song ..accompanying me watching the rain.
Have not felt so happy in ages while watching the rain.

I SERIOUSLY LOVE THE RAIN><

2008-10-16T06:44:00.000-07:00

When someone is down,bitter chocolate will be too sweet for them.

Today is the first day of O level.

It was very hard.Sigh.
When we put up a brave front,behind the scenes we crumble even more.
I just feel tired.
I miss GG.For some reason.
I miss my old days.
I miss so many things I have not done during this period of time.
Its too late.
As much as I want to do everything again,I can't.
Lets just hope everything will be fine.

Though I know I can dream too much now.
It won't come true.It just won't.
No matter how much I want it too.

No matter how I cry for it to come true.
No matter how many times I imagine it would.

Sorry my blog is always towards the sad side.
Because the happy side of me can be seen on my normal
daily lives.I just feel more emotional in the evening.
I don't why also....

Rain.
I love last night's rain.
Watching rain makes me cry,makes me feel better.
If only I can shout in the rain.
I would really love that :)

If only.

2008-10-14T04:25:00.000-07:00

addicted to this song...don't know why

haha.

2008-10-13T05:34:00.001-07:00

As of 10/13/2008 8:33:32 AM EDT
You are 16 years old.
You are 200 months old.
You are 869 weeks old.
You are 6,083 days old.
You are 146,000 hours old.
You are 8,760,033 minutes old.
You are 525,602,012 seconds old.

LOL!

2008-10-13T05:32:00.001-07:00

You entered: Isabelle Teo Woen Si
There are 17 letters in your name.Those 17 letters total to 73There are 9 vowels and 8 consonants in your name. What your first name means:
Spanish
Female
Variant of Isabel: Devoted to God. A Spanish variant of Elizabeth.
Hebrew
Female
Devoted to God.
English
Female
Variant of Elizabeth. My God is bountiful;God of plenty.
Your number is: 1
The characteristics of #1 are: Initiating action, pioneering, leading, independent, attaining, individual.
The expression or destiny for #1:A number 1 Expression denotes the skilled executive with keen administrative capabilities. You must develop the capacity to be a fine leader, sales executive, or promoter. You have the tools to become an original person with a creative approach to problem solving, and a penchant for initiating action. Someone may have to follow behind you to handle the details, but you know how to get things going and make things happen. You have a good mind and the ability to use it for your advancement. Because of these factors, you have much potential for achievement and financial rewards. Frequently, this expression belongs to one running a business or striving to achieve a level of accomplishment on ones talents and efforts. You have little need for much supervision, preferring to act on your own with little restraint. You are both ambitious and determined. Self-confident and self-reliant must be yours, as you develop a strong unyielding will and the courage of your convictions.
Although you fear loneliness, you want to be left alone. You fear routine and being in a rut. You often jump the gun because you are afraid of being left behind.
The negative attributes of the 1 Expression are egotism and a self-centered approach to life. This is an aggressive number and if it is over-emphasized it is very hard to live with. You do not have to be overly aggressive to fulfill your destiny. The 1 has a natural instinct to dominate and to be the boss; adhering to the concept of being number One. Again, you do not have to dominate and destroy in order to lead and manage.
Your Soul Urge number is: 6
A Soul Urge number of 6 means: With a number 6 Soul Urge, you would like to be appreciated for your ability to handle responsibility. Your home and family are likely to be a strong focus for you, perhaps the strongest focus of your life. Friendship, love, and affection are high on your list of priorities for a happy life. You have a lot of diplomatic tendencies in your makeup, as you a able to rectify and balance situations with an innate skill. You like working with people rather than by yourself. It is extremely important for you to have harmony in your environment at all times.
The positive side of the 6 Soul Urge produces a huge capacity for responsibility; you are always there and ready to assume more than your share of the load. If you possess positive 6 Soul Urges and express them, you are known for your generosity, understanding and deep sympathetic attitude. Strong 6 energy is very giving of love, affection, and emotional support. You may have the inclination to teach or serve your community in other idealistic ways. You have natural abilities to help people. You are also likely to have artistic and creative leanings.
If you have an over-supply of 6 energy in your makeup, you may express some of the negative traits common to this number. With such a strong sympathetic attitude, it is easy to become too emotional. Sometimes the desires to render help can be over done, and it can become interfering and an attitude that is too protective, rather than helpful. The person with too much 6 energy often finds that people tend to take advantage of this very giving spirit. You may tend to repress your own needs so that you can cater to the demands from others. At times, there may be a tendency in this, for becoming over-loaded with such demands, and as a result become resentful.
Your Inner Dream number is: 22
An Inner Dream number of 22 means: You dream of being a master organizer and a builder of monumental projects; of guiding a truly huge endeavor. Your secret fantasy is to think big and imagine what could be done for the world. You may also dream of the huge rewards.

From http://www.paulsadowski.com/NameData.asp

2008-10-13T05:22:00.000-07:00

yes...kill me..
I haven update for ages!!!!!

Anway today was the official last day of school
and your truely is sneezing like a mad woman now.

A-CHOOOO!
Moi,sick.But sigh, today...
Time really past really fast.
But as they passed out the JAE thingy,with poly stuff etc...
My heart sank...
This thought came blinking into my mind...

"I WILL NEVER BE A SCRIPTWRITER."
I sighed and sneezed.

Gosh,it feels terrible to not do something you dream of doing.
But Dad wants business administration.
What to do?Somewhere creative writing for TV and new media is not
practical enough...
Sigh..I got LOTS to say but ain't in the mood.....nose dying...
GTG...tata

2008-09-30T21:40:00.001-07:00

nice song

2008-09-30T06:13:00.000-07:00

沿海公路的出口 by S.H.E is a nice and sad songs.
I seem to fancy sad songs nowadays.
Suddenly felt like crying. And only I know why...
Well will only say one of the many reasons...
Cause I am listening to sad songs of course!

I don't know why I feel sad sometimes.
It just that I am like sinking in this feeling that I just want to
get rid of.

ARGH!!!!!
I really detest this feeling.
I just can't help to feel it.
Sigh.
16 more days to my greatest nightmare - O levels.

Here I am,sighing again.

2008-09-29T07:48:00.000-07:00

Sigh...just tired...
Got back from night class and was like..huh?reaction.
O LEVEL IS COMING IN 17 DAYS MORE.
Gotta study and study...
Found out that bunsiness ad and accountancy is like 12,13 pointer...
How to get in?When my prelims is a 18 pointer???
*Looks down* T________T
I detest the reality of life...
Gonna go dream...
Gdnite everyone.

2008-09-28T06:16:00.000-07:00

Today is good friend alicia's birthday!
Her card was super cute..I wrote on an ice cream..LOL
Nothing much other than going for LIW classes than taking lunch with
LYD and CHRIS!
haaa...they both shared a sring chicken..Lyd asked her where is the forks.
The auntie said I thought use hand wan...
Haha..direct translation..she said it using chinese-singlish
So should be able to imagine bah.
Well than took 145 with Chris,after that took 88.145 super crowded!><
Came home,tired.Had a couple of visitors came to visit Dad.
He's better...well and lucky too^^ Stay at home everyday,watch tv.
Sigh,still can't dream...
One of my aunties wants me go accountancy.Dad wants me go business adminstration.
I know both are practical and useful etc (The one million uses they list...)
But it is still not my passion.

So I guess I will give up on the course I want -- Diploma for creative writing for TV and new media.
Tata dream course...*sigh*

They also said poly very ex.Then Dad say he wanna loan and pay by installments.
So I have come to a decision.One day spend only $2 or less and the rest save for poly.
Then this way I can also kinda lose weight too..
Its the only way.Lucky rich kids *pouts* haha..kidding.
Well thats all...I am going to take something I don't like *WHOOPEEE!* (Note the sacarsm)

Still gonna pray about it though....*sigh*

"I never had a dream come true..." Haha...random thought.

2008-09-26T04:17:00.000-07:00

Sigh.
Today I learn that one should not dream so much.
Really,I don't know about the rest but I have to admit,I dream too much.
Was really looking forward to go to a certain course but my parents weren't against it
nor were they for it.
"Its to complicated" or "It will be hard to find a job after wards."
I know I know I know.
Thats why I told them I understand and acted neutral about it but it was not the truth.
I give up.
My dream will never come true.
I should start and face reality sooner.
I should just stop being a dreamer.

They don't come true anyways...

2008-09-23T03:02:00.000-07:00

long time no post..

I THINK today will be a long post..

So first have pics!!These pics are taken during my cousin's wedding!^^

Ian and Daniel

Mum and Dad <3 Ah po and I (I look kinda wierd..LOL)

Moi family!~whoo!

Ian and Dad (Haha..Ian tried to make a funny face..)

Well the wedding was fab and everything kinda went smoothly except the fact that it started late and yours truely was getting really hungry.

ok now to talk about the present.

-`Sunday,21/9

Dad's birthday!...in the hospital...

We bought cake but he could only eat one bite:(

His friends,Ian and I wanted to susprise him bit got susprised!

LOL...we crept in and...den den den den...no one was there!

He went to the loo and we hid again..so in the end,mission accomplished!

Except the fact that it was too windy and the flame was blown off...oh well...

-`Monday,22/9

The freaking worst day of de month.Seriously.

Spoilt by ah Tan and D.L

Thats what I am gonna call them I guess.

Well,I flunked my Maths,Sci and POA.

So I got called into the principal's office for the first time in my whole life.

Gosh,D.L knows how to spent $$,air con at full blast...brr..Well I was not alone,still got 6 other "warriors" facing a firece battle with DA MOUTH aka D.L.Gosh,to think that she was ok...in full front,she seriously talk crap.LOADS OF CRAP.NOTHING BUT CRAP!She was really looking down at us.So what if 4D is the last class in express!?Of course I didn't say that in her face...but she was sooo...sooo...argh!

Well that officially spoilt my entire day and wasted 25 mins of my precious life and the time I WAS gonna do art.Then,ah tan.

He said that he would help me paint the *sigh* train since LAST tuesday.Did it get done?NOOOOOOO.....He and his lousy excuses.So I went to try my best,ask his opinion,he just shake his head and sighed.

What kind of opinion is that?!Its lousy cause you didn't wanna help!DUH!But still I was glad I wash my hands of art for the time being.Psst!I was so glad everything was over.

Went to complain to my Mum and she laughed.Made me feel better.Well...she was in a good mood i guess..but still she commented on how D.L was so bad and ah tan,should not even bother about him...haha...you go Mum!LOL!

-TODAY!-

Yours truely is sick...yea not feeling well.

But it was a blessing in disguise cause like that I could help Mum bring Dad home cause he got discharged!Yay!The procedure was super long.Xian...

Then finally he got back through so many troubles cause of his leg.(It still hurts...A LOT)

But at last,everything was over.However I had to...

1)Take something from Grandma

2)Buy lunch and bread

3)Fetch Ian.

Mama(aka my grandma) was better now.So I was glad.Then bought the stuff and waited super long for bro cause I went there 15 mins early (dumb me)

Listen to all the grandmothers talking about the recent China's milk problem.Waited and finally he came out...and he had a nose bled.I made him lie down at some bench and some auntie came and told me her son also frequently had nosebleeds.I smiled akwardly and she finally walk off.

Spent the day writing D.L stupid reflection and blogging and studying a little.

Maybe post one chap of fanfic later...dunno..see how first.

Thats all,maybe I won't post much nowadays cause o levels is around the corner o.0. I detest the person who "invented" O levels.Cause us to suffer =(

Well thats all folks haha..

2008-09-13T01:53:00.000-07:00

B-O-R-E-D

T-I-R-E-D

sigh.nothing much to say today.

[PS:Something I did just now...randomness]

2008-09-11T04:27:00.000-07:00

Just now Ian ask me,what kind of powers do you want to have?

I thought about it for quite some time.

So I came to a conclusion of 3 powers I wanna have.

The powers are in order...

1)TELEPORT.

With this power I am able to go anywhere I want in like just one second.*Poof* Hey!I am back...haha.

With this power I can escape from any wierd suituations.I am a person who kinda likes to escape.I do like to escape from reality too.Haha.Sometimes I imagine all kind of dreamy scenerios etc.Don't wanna get out of it.But the thing is they are all just dreams.Just dreams.

So that is why...

2)BEING INVISBLE

This way I can look at people without being seen(Don't think dirty!I didn't meant it that way..well if you are thinking that way that is...)

I can just "disapear" for one second.Then no one would notice me..haha.

I can also listen to people bad-mouthing me.Muahaha..so if you have been doing that..watch out!You never know if I really have this power...

Just joking!I bet you all must be like ... -_-'" HAHA.

I guess being invisible allows you to "escape" too and no one knows where you are.Its cool.

3)PHYSHIC(?)

I no need to walk and carry stuff anymore.(Yea I know,I am kinda lazy..hehs)

I can also carry Dad's bicycle everyday without feeling tired.

I can control where I want things to be.

I think thats all.Overall I think its awesome to have it...

Opps!Being invisble is suppose to be FIRST!I typed wrongly..oh well..too lazy to change...LOL

Thanks for reading^^ I like to crap a lot...

2008-09-11T03:59:00.000-07:00

Updating again...
Yesterday's wedding dinner was fun.Had loads of fun
laughing and shotung "yam seng!" I bet our table shouted the loudest.
Still hurts to se Dad walk like that.His operation is next tuesday.But I
believe everything will go on well.I will still continue to pray for him.

Sorry about the pervious post.Was super duper cao ji moody.For what reason?
I myself do not know either.
~BORED.
Later have to go somewhere important.
How I wish one of the days I can finally do what I wanna do.
I wish I could buy time.My parents' time.Allow them to rest properly and
not fixing and sighing at the stupid mistakes I do.
Especially Mum...

~ ~~
To myxmusic:
Sorry for not talking to you recently.I won't be able to talk to you that often.
I gotta help my mum take care of my dad.I am super sorry!!I want to...but I also
have to concentrate studying...
Hope your jap test was ok...Do leave offline msg(s)..in case I went online and you are
not online.
Miss talking to you.
~ ~~

Today?Nothing much...
Finally had lunch with BFs...(BESTFRIENDS..not what you think..haha)
We went to KFC and crap a lot.
Some 4D ppl were there too..they super high..haha
Then went Popular with LYT to grab some stuff.
I have decided to buy the 'Faith' cd!!!I have been saving for it!
In popular its sold at the price of $18++ at another place it was $22++
So I have decided to settle for the cheaper one.(OF COURSE!)
Well then went home,slept...fetch Ian.Ate.Going somehere later.
Don't feel like going be I have to cause I promised Dad.
Gotta go hang the clothes now...tata to those who are reading and goodnight!

I am fine...btw...^^ Perhaps I am just tired.
Can't wait for o level to end...its a pure nightmare.
Tommorow prelim's last day!
It means o level is coming...

*Sigh*

2008-09-09T05:55:00.000-07:00

I don't know whats wrong with me.
Everyone is laughing,I am too but not too much.
Yet I didn't want to laugh at all.
I am such an oxy-moron.
Its like I should be happy but I feel..
Just so bitter.
I don't know why...I feel like I don't know myself
anymore.
I was fine in the morning and afternoon.
But during the night I get all moody.
For no reason.
I am going to fail my chem and POA.
Tmr is physics.Sigh
I'm not even sure if I can pass o level,get into a Poly.
Maybe I shouldn't expect that much of myself.
Cause I am just...

me.

Useless and easily forgotten...

2008-09-05T02:33:00.000-07:00

Well..today not much!I can't believe physics remedial got cancelled!!
MUAHAHA...But then still have not finish art prep.. T____T
So much to do yet so little time!
Helped myxmusic to "fix up" her blog yesterday...can't believe a noobie like me
could do that!LOL...I still remember not long ago I don't even have a blog!
Sigh..monday got MATHS prelims...xian.
I did study...well I read solutions..
Thats all...gonna visit grandma le..^^

To myxmusic!!

2008-09-03T04:12:00.000-07:00

Hi ya!I am very happy today as today went ok...well except for that
awful chemistry mock test...sheesh
This is to myxmusic..
(PS:I am never really good at writing poems...but here goes...)

To a dear friend
Who was always there
Though she lives far in Australia

To a dear friend
Who I know is fun and loving
Though I never met her

To a dear friend
Who listens and advices
Though she did not really know me

To a dear friend
Who is really cute
And not forgetting really sweet too!

To my dear friend
Who is myxmusic
Huge thanks to you!

Gosh...not very good but I hope myxmusic,you will like it!!!
Thanks fot your constant support!^^

2008-09-02T03:57:00.000-07:00

Is it even worth the tears?
My first half of the day(10am-5pm)
Talked a lot to a good friend of mine on msn.
She is really nice. (She is from Australia!)
Went wonderful,though I had housework to do,I didn't mind.
And deeply I hope Mum would feel much better with lesser load.

But now I am willing myself not to drop a single tear.
Not worth.
She said she waited as I went to buy essential stuff.
I came late and she glared at me and refused to talk to me.
Lets add on the "I can't stand you!" shall we?
In the past those words are enough to sent me off to tears,
especially if it was spoken by her.
Today I told myself not to.
I want to be stronger and more mature.Even it made me betray my own
feelings.
Miserable would be one word to describe me.Both physically and emotinally.
I just I cared too much.
And now its perhaps time to stop...
I DETEST MYSELF SOMETIMES.
I can't believe anyone woulld even like me.
Hah!What a joke!
Hey!Its raining so heavily now.
I love the rain.It always describes my emotion perfectly.
The longer the better.
Today's rain is very heavy,which is why I love it.
Yet it was also the cause of the tension etc.
But I don't care...

2008-08-28T23:05:00.000-07:00

Your Mood is a 3

You're feeling rather down right now, but you're doing your best to get through it.

How Does Your Mood Rate?

Sigh...quite true...

TODAY I FORGOT TO WEAR CLASS TEE!!

Oh well...at least I got trhough it alive..haha.

Wanted to go to visit primary school friends and teachers but

due to the last year's experience,I rather not.

Look at me...4 years back I actually look ok.

Now...ok lets not say much but my hair is hideous.

Porbably going to J8 later with Ian.

I think Corrinne May and Yiruma(pianist) rawks!
LOL...*SIGH*

Who am I bluffing?Myself.

Constantly putting unrealistic thoughts in my head,then

get dissapointed cause I know it will never happen.

That's life.

(NO ONE COMMENTS IN MY FANFIC ANYMORE....well maybe because I don't

usually update now..no timeT______T)

O LEVEL FASTER FINISH!THIS IS A NIGHTMARE!!!!!!!!

2008-08-28T22:16:00.001-07:00

The Road Trip of Your Life

You see companionship and loyalty as what's most important in life.

You often find yourself rushing through life. You don't take as much time as you'd like to enjoy the little things.

You are all about risk and randomness in your life. You travel off the beaten path... in fact, you're often the one carving the way!

Eh, work is not really for you. You're all about playtime! You'll work if you have to, but you really don't like it.

In another life, you could have been a great artist. You trust your creative instincts enough to let them lead you.

The Road Trip Test

2008-08-28T22:15:00.000-07:00

What Your City Walk Means

You are thoughtful and contemplative. You enjoy spending time alone with your thoughts.

You are quite introverted and maybe even a little shy. You prefer to interact one on one with people.

Money is fairly important to you. You aren't super greedy, but you enjoy spending money on yourself.

You tend to seek comfort, coziness, and stability in your life. For you, feeling at home is the best feeling ever.

The City Walk Personality Test

2008-08-28T22:06:00.001-07:00

Your Thinking is Abstract and Random

You are flexible, adaptable, and creative.

There's many ways that you can learn - and you're up for any of them.

You relate well to other people, and you do well working in groups.

You can help people communicate together and work with each other's strengths.

You don't work well with people who are competitive or adversarial.

You prefer to work toward a common goal... not toward conflicting goals.

What Kind of Thinker Are You?

2008-08-28T20:40:00.000-07:00

You Are 10% Left Brained, 90% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.
Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.
If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.
Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.

The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.
Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.
If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.
Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

Are You Right or Left Brained?

2008-08-28T20:39:00.000-07:00

What the Beach Test Says About You

You tend to be a very social person. You live for your friends and family. You can get social burnout occasionally though. You aren't a total extrovert.

You have cold feet when it comes to love. You have a lot of uncertainty until you convince yourself to dive right in.

You are deeply passionate about several things in your life. You're not passionate about much... and the few passions you have are truly obsessions.

Your sense of humor is intellectual and obscure. Only really well educated people get your jokes.

The Beach Test

2008-08-22T22:20:00.001-07:00

You Are 56% Real

You're pretty real with people, but you can't help hiding a good part of yourself.
You're not truly happy with who you are at times... and believe it or not, it shows.
Try not to hide parts of your life from the people who matter to you.
Your friends and family are probably a lot more accepting than you realize!

How Real Are You?

2008-08-22T22:13:00.000-07:00

我想我还是不够成熟
还达不到你的要求

I know I am not mature in my thinking,
I can't seem to help them much.
As I said,I am USELESS.
I don't know myself anymore.
I am not strong enough,I am such a weakling.
I cry myself to sleep.
Sigh.
Today,not much to say.
Just that I keep listening to 不够成熟.
It kinda holds much meaning to me.
I guess I kinda like songs like that nowadays.
Slow and heartbreaking chinese songs are nice.

2008-08-22T07:10:00.000-07:00

Look at me
You may think you see
Who I really am
But you’ll never know me
Every day, is as if I play apart
Now I seeIf I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I can not fool
My heart
Who is that girl
I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now I
n a world where I have to
Hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow I will show the world
What’s inside my heart
And be loved for who I am
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection
Someone I don’t know? Must I pretend that i’m
Someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
There’s a heart that must
Be free to fly
That burns with a need
To know the reason why
Why must we all concea
lWhat we think
How we feel
Must there be a secret me
I’m forced to hide?
I won’t pretend that i’m
Someone elseFor all time
When will my reflections show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflections show
Who I am inside?

One word of the day:
USELESS.
I dunno what I am good at.
I can't help my parents much and they always
seem so tired when they come back...
All I am good at is crying alone.
I guess thats what I am,
USELESS.
Next week prelims.Sigh.

天灰

2008-08-21T05:39:00.000-07:00

我的天空今天有点灰
我的心是个落叶的季节

Today was just monotone.
Went to a little depression for no reason.
But I guess this is who I am,I have feelings sometimes even
I can't comprehend.
Not much just that next week is PRELIMS!
Oh well!Jiayous!

Today I just wanted to spend my day alone.
But I guess I am ok now.

Depressing,
not knowing why.
Tears form naturally,
for no reason.

Wishing,just wishing
this horrid feeling would go away.
Wishing,
That you would stay by my side.

But as its reality,
all my dreams are unreal.
Just living in my own world sometimes,
Where you will be.

Ok..random poem.Was feeling poetic?Hah.

oxy moron

2008-08-13T06:49:00.000-07:00

I finally got time to blog.
Well firstly I was happy that yesterday I got A1 for my MT.
I couldn't believe it at first but it was the truth.
I really have to thank God and...
Today was my o level english oral.I was very nervous-as usual.But I said a quick prayer before heading in the examination hall.To my susprise the examiners look stern at first but turn out to be very friendly.Their first question was "How was your day?"I was clearly taken aback.It went smoothly and even though the picture conversation was kinda hard I pulled through it.Not only that...during the converasion..the question was.."What kind of hairstyle you like?"While the examiners asked,I chatted with them like a normal friendly conversation among friends.They laughed a lot and I really felt relaxed and laughed along with them.It really felt as if I was talking to my friends.Especially the female teacher who look very fierce at first,she laughed the loudest.(Even the outside people could hear!)Overall I have to say that,that was the best oral experience I had and I totally enjoyed it.In the end when I was walking out,the teacher said "Take care!"Wow!I was truely blessed.Furthermore,I found out that the other rooms(there are 3 rooms in total),theior teacher was those typical stern teachers!God really blessed me!

When I reached home I told my parents and they were happy for me.Yet...I dunno...
I feel like such an oxy moron...I was suppose to be happy but somehow I was not as happy as I thought I would be.Anyway after oral walked to the bustop with Giant,he stopped at popular.After that I thought a lot..but kinda forget what I was thinking^^
But just now I thought again...what if one day I decide to turn silent,less words?I asked my mum how she would feel,she said I would just be acting etc...
But...that is how I feel sometimes.

Anyway God is the best!

2008-08-05T06:08:00.000-07:00

Corrinne May - Five Loaves and Two Fishes Lyrics
A little boy of thirteen
was on his way to school
He heard a crowd of people laughing and
he went to take a look

Thousands were listeningto the stories of one man
He spoke with such wisdom,
even the kids could understand

The hours passed so quickly
the day turned to night
Everyone was hungry
but there was no food in sight

The boy looked in his lunchbox
at the little that he had
He wasn't sure what good it'd do
there were thousands to be fed

But he saw the twinkling eyes of Jesus
the kindness in His smile
and the boy cried out
with the trust of a child he said:

"Take my five loaves and two fishes
Do with it as you willI surrender
Take my fears and inhibitions
All my burdens, my ambitionsY
ou can use it allto feed them all"

I often think about that boy
when I'm feeling small
and I worry that the work I do
means nothing at all

But every single tear I cry
is a diamond in His hands
and every door that slams in my face
I will offer up in prayer

So I'll give you every breadth that I have
Oh Lord, you can work miracles
All that you need is my "Amen"

Take my five loaves and two fishes
Do with it as you willI surrender
Take my fears and inhibitions
All my burdens, my ambitions
You can use it all

I hope it's not too small

I trust in you
I trust in you

Take my five loaves and two fishes
Do with it as you willI surrender
Take my fears and inhibitions
All my burdens, my ambitions
You can use it all
no gift is too small

#13 song in the music box...
really nice!!^^

2008-08-05T05:17:00.000-07:00

I am sorry for the terrible outburst just now.
I felt so sick and tired inside.
But then my aunt sent me an email that sent me to tears.
I really thank her for that...
the email was something like this...

August 1, 2008
I'm Finished Fighting!
Cindi Wood

Today's Truth "The Lord will fight for you; you need only to be still." Exodus 14:14 (NIV)

Friend to Friend
I can't take it anymore, Danita said as she flopped down in the recliner in her den. It was late afternoon, and plenty of evening duties still lay before her. She felt like she'd been putting out fires all day long with no one to help. Somewhere inside of her, she knew she shouldn't be feeling so irritated and helpless. She was running out of energy, and not enjoying life the way she once did. When she breathed her prayer of Lord, please help me ... it was more out of desperation than a sincere cry for help.
Have you ever felt like Danita? Oh, I have! Well, take heart frazzled sister! Your God is strong and mighty to save and, He's longing to invade your daily circumstances and pull you out of the pit. Only our God can bring stability out of the messes of life. As your Heavenly Father, it delights Him to comfort you and rescue you. He understands your stress and knows how the events of daily living can leave you feeling haggard and depleted. If you will turn to Him and allow Him to do so, He will fight your battles, restore your joy, and usher you into victorious living. He is waiting for you to be still.
As a small child, I escaped to the deep end of the pool one day and jumped into water way over my head. I remember fighting underwater, trying to get back to the top. The harder I fought, the deeper I went. I didn't know how to swim. Exhausted, I stopped fighting and expected to drown. Still and helpless, I then floated to the top, where a lifeguard noticed me and quickly pulled me to safety.
Sometimes I feel like I'm drowning in the stress-pool of life, struggling, doing everything imaginable to fight my way to the top, only to arrive nowhere, feeling exhausted and helpless. Then, I finally remember to be still and fall into the arms of my Mighty Rescuer. Not one moment during my frantic struggle does He turn His gaze from me. In fact, He has already rescued me many times. I just don't realize it. In great patience (because He alone knows what's best for me), He waits until I give up my fight of self-sufficiency to demonstrate His power.

2008-08-05T05:04:00.001-07:00

You all probably will be wondering...
why my title was *sobs*
Because I cried about it.
You all probably think...such a small matter why she cry.
Well...
THATS BECAUSE I LIKE IT AND I AGREE!I AM BIG WIMP!
SO?
argh...that night I did housework while doing homework and didn't finish
mum scolded me too...and I cried.
YEA I AM A CRYBABY TOO!!!!
Not that I don't love Mum...but sometimes no one is perfect.
SO GET THIS STRAIGHT.I AM A WIMP,A CRYBABY...
WELL...
Who cares about it anyway...
Who cares?
THIS IS ME!
TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT!
I am so sick and tired of everything sometimes.
So sick and tired of acting when I am kinda dry inside.
God,I really need your help.
Help me please!

sobs

2008-08-05T04:39:00.000-07:00

Sigh...
I dunno where to start.
Firstly I know my art is not going to do very well.
Looking at the superb art pieces last year I am going to fail art.
Was thinking a lot while walking back to the bustop...
So many thoughts and dreams I have are all just a fairytale.
They WILL NEVER come true...
getting 14 marks in o level?Hah..I must be crazy then.
Being a scriptwriter...LOL...FAT HOPE,SLIM HOPE...ALL NO HOPE!
Then suppose to go to Lyd's home to "ambush her" cause today her birthday
But couldn't as my dearest mum decided to have one of her mood swings and
she was having a bad mood so I didn't go.
Argh!I dunno what to type to describe the anger and depression.
Probably won't type much I guess.
End

2008-08-04T02:20:00.000-07:00

ok lar...enough le...
very xian today cause i am sick!
Sigh..slack at home not doing anything.
Just feeling totally bumped out.
T_____T

2008-08-04T02:19:00.001-07:00

You Are an Afternoon Person

You can find energy any time of the day ... or night!

You prefer to be out and about when most other people are.

Very early mornings or very late nights aren't really your thing.

You're practically solar powered, and the afternoon is when do best.

Are You a Morning Person or Night Person?

2008-08-04T02:18:00.001-07:00

You Are 40% Boyish and 60% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.

Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.

You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.

You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

2008-08-04T02:07:00.000-07:00

What Your Little Black Dress Says About You

You are lively and outgoing. You are naturally friendly.

You enjoy meeting new people and making new connections.

Your style is whimsical and unique. You're good at putting together interesting outfits.

If you were a shoe, you would be: High heeled boots

The Little Black Dress Test

2008-08-04T02:02:00.000-07:00

You Are A Blue Girl

Relationships and feelings are the most important things to you.

You are empathetic and accepting - and good at avoiding conflict.

If someone close to you is in pain, it makes you hurt as well.

You try to heal the ones you love with your kind and open heart.

What Color Girl Are You?

2008-08-04T01:58:00.002-07:00

You Are Sky Blue

Dreamy and creative, you the potential in everyone ... and everything!

And while you strive to have an ideal life, you are pretty mellow about it. You know your time will come.

What Color Blue Are You?

2008-08-04T01:58:00.001-07:00

TODAY I AM GONNA DO A LOT OF BLOGTHINGS!!I DON'T CARE!

2008-08-04T01:55:00.000-07:00

Your Power Element is Earth

Your power color: yellow

Your energy: balancing

Your season: changing of seasons

Dedicated and responsible, you are a rock to your friends.

You are skilled at working out even the most difficult problems.

Low key and calm, you are happiest when you are around loved ones.

Ambitious and goal oriented, you have long term plans to be successful.

What's Your Power Element?

2008-08-04T01:53:00.000-07:00

You Are a Cherry Flavored Popsicle

You are sweet and friendly. For you, summer is all about doing your favorite things.

You are a nostalgic person. You love old fashioned things like ice cream trucks.

You savor everything. Every taste of summer, the feeling of the sun, the smell of the beach...

Of all the types, you love summer the most.

What Flavor Popsicle Are You?

2008-08-04T01:49:00.000-07:00

You Are: 60% Dog, 40% Cat

You are a nice blend of cat and dog.

You're playful but not too needy. And you're friendly but careful.

And while you have your moody moments, you're too happy to stay upset for long.

Are You More Cat or Dog?

2008-08-04T01:46:00.000-07:00

You are the Sense of Sight

You are a very observant, detail oriented person.

You are able to take in a lot of information at once.

You often see things that other people never notice.

You have a good eye for design and aesthetics.

You love to be surrounded by beauty - natural or not.

When you imagine how something should look, you see it clearly in your mind.

Which of the Five Senses Are You?

2008-08-02T01:00:00.000-07:00

You Are a Heart

Your life philosophy can be summed up as, "Love like you've never been hurt."
Your greatest wish is to have harmony in all of your relationships.

You can't help loving people, even when they're incredibly flawed.
You are a true romantic, and you are willing to give almost anyone a second chance.

http://www.blogthings.com/whathandgestureareyouquiz/">What Hand Gesture Are You?

ok enough blogthing for a day...i wanna do one for ever blog post! haha

2008-08-02T00:54:00.002-07:00

You Should Be a Romance Novelist

You see the world as it should be, and this goes double for all matters of the heart.
You can find the romance in any situation, and you would make a talented romance story writer...
And while you may be a traditional romantic, you're just as likely to be drawn to quirky or dark love stories.
As long as it deals with infatuation, heartbreak, and soulmates - you could write it.

http://www.blogthings.com/whattypeofwritershouldyoubequiz/">What Type of Writer Should You Be?

2008-08-02T00:54:00.001-07:00

Your Career Type: Artistic

You are expressive, original, and independent.
Your talents lie in your artistic abilities: creative writing, drama, crafts, music, or art.

You would make an excellent:

Actor - Art Teacher - Book Editor
Clothes Designer - Comedian - Composer
Dancer - DJ - Graphic Designer
Illustrator - Musician - Sculptor

The worst career options for your are conventional careers, like bank teller or secretary.

What's" Your Ideal Career?

no scripwriter? T___T

2008-08-02T00:46:00.000-07:00

What Isabelle Teo Woen Si Means

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are full of energy. You are spirited and boisterous.
You are bold and daring. You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things.
Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble. You can have a pretty bad temper at times.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.
You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.
You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.
You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.
You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

half correct...the second last part is crap...but still I like blogthings!

haha

2008-08-01T22:20:00.001-07:00

new skin again

dunno

2008-08-01T21:10:00.000-07:00

Suppose to post about the step down ceremony last week
I guess I forgot.
Have been really busy these days ever since my maternal
grandma was admitted in SGH after her major operation.
Have not really sleep much too...
But yesterday I went to see her again and she was much better.
Sigh....really tired.If only Ian is big enough to do the housework...
Folding clothes is what Dad and Ian can only do.The rest is up to Mum and I
and Mum is always at SGH.haix...gotten used to it i guess.
Thank God that grandma is gonna move to AMK hospital then I can take care
of her daily and Mum won't have to worry...
Now just worried about Dad's operation in Sep.It will be the same kind as grandma's.
ONLY THING i CAN DO IS PRAY.

I am me!

2008-07-21T05:33:00.000-07:00

I called;

You answered.

And You came to my rescue and I,

I wanna be where You are.

[lst song in musicbox]

Sunday morning was great!I called and He answered.

His presence felt so great.I yearn for it...

My doubts and hurts are cleared

God is really awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Never regretted being a Christian!Love the edge!

Free botak jones!!!

Haha...it was a huge burger,potato salad and colesaw...!!!

Net rally rawks!

But today was a little depressing but all I did was talk to God,my bestest friend

and everything felt better already!

I am going to study for POA test later...

Gambeteh!!!^^

Though sad that have to go on hiatus for F.F . T______T

tatas~

Me not so depressed because I know that God is with me EVERYWHERE!

Test...

2008-07-17T05:23:00.000-07:00

Venice test
Deforestation test
River test
Correction of errors test
Maths Paper 2 test

Next week is Grandma's operation
Hope everything will go fine.

Don't feel like myself these days...
Though i may look normal.
But yet in my heart,
no one will ever understand.

I may put on a smile,
That does not mean i am happy.
The lame jokes i crack
Its just a mask that i put on.

I don't feel like smiling,
though i may do so sometimes
It just not the same anymore,
Inside i feel so empty.

Everyone say that
after a rainfall will come sunshine
So i am just waiting...
For my rainbow to appear.

Thats all for today.
Its yet just another day.
But one thing is for sure...
tommorow is a friday.

Sick...& really tired.

2008-07-10T05:47:00.000-07:00

Many things just rushed into my life recently...

Sigh...sometimes I really don't know how to handle them

Sometimes i just want to give up.

Really sick of hospitals now...

Grandma(maternal) going for surgery on 25th this month

Dad will be having his on 9th Sept.Really worried for them.

Yet am happy that they will not suffer while walking...

Sometimes seeing them walk like that(esp Dad)..

I just feel so helpless...watching them grind their teeth in pain yet

unable to do anything to help

Just hope everything will go on smoothly...

Yet helpess again cause a friend is not very happy these days yet

I can't do anything to help that person.Hope that person will cheer up!

Well...tmr will be having a killer maths test will go study now....bye~

Shhh

2008-07-03T05:39:00.000-07:00

Today i wanted to live in silence.During the bus trip home i did talk to F&N yet after that i did not utter a word.
Maybe its good to be quiet sometimes.

Nothing else.

hmmm...

2008-07-02T05:15:00.000-07:00

well today nothing much...
yesterday was a cazy day..the musical is hilarious..
but if you wanna talk about seriousness and audiencs attention span...
fairies' doll better^^
don't know what to post...so post this song i wrote for me third fanfic^^
♫
以前我像不存在
yi qian qo xiang bu chun zai
只能在旁边看着
zhi neng zai pang bian kan zhe
当你在我面前出现时
dang ni zai wo mian qian chu xian shi
我突然睁开眼睛
wo tu rang zheng kai yan jing

为什么一见到你
wei shen me yi jian dao ni
手心开始流汗
shou xin kai shi liu han
心很快的打动
xin han kuai de da dong
我是否爱上你？
wo shi fou ai shang ni?

在远方
zai yuan fang
我一直在期待
wo yi zhi zai qi dai
你能对我微笑
ni neng dai wo wei xiao
能知到我的存在。
neng zhi dao wo de chun zai.
在远方
zai yuan fang
不停在想你
bu ting zai xiang ni
想对你说真心话
xiang dai ni shuo zhen xin hua
但我就是开不了口
dan wo jiu shi kai bu liao cou
心，慢慢痛了。
xin man man tong le.
♫

yet another day^^

2008-06-29T03:37:00.000-07:00

His presence felt so good...so comforting...
Made me forget all worries,all troubles...
How wish i could stay in his presence forever
Giving him all my burdens...
For his yoke is light...

Was in church^^~YA!
hahas...feel much better this week...have learnt to let go
Friday was also o level MT oral...it was nerve wrecking bu
I have prayed so i know everything will be fine...
Did a small pic some other day...

Haha...a little lame though...

The Lord is my sheperd,I shall not be in want.

He makes me lie down in green pastures,

he leads me beside quiet waters,

he restores my soul.
~Psam 23 vs1-3

Hope next week will go well..can't wait for musical>.<

Some pics..

2008-06-19T01:12:00.000-07:00

Act cute?haha...

Want a punch?

Kim and Pat.

LYT and i.

LoL!

The three of them..

Knife attack!I look wierd...

Group photo!

These are some pics taken rather long time ago...

Had quite a fun time with them...

Gone

2008-06-19T01:01:00.000-07:00

Life is unpredictable...

She left yesterday...but i am glad that there are no more pain...

no more struggles...she left peacefully...

Stayed at her wake till 11pm...so many crying faces...made me want to cry too.

For me...there was no tears shed yet i can feel the pain...

She has gone home to be with the Lord...which is a good thing...

So life is really unpredictable...she was only 30 years old...with cancer...

I don't know how to feel...i just felt sad...there was this numb feeling...

I didn't know what to say...when i saw my grandmother crying so much.

I just gave her a pat at the back...and left.With so many people crying...

I didn't want to cry...because its so saddening already.

Today we are going again...

I also dedicated a story for her...

www.winglin.net/fanfic/mushiromigal10/

Have yet to finish heymaths...day has not been really good.

In fact this whole holiday is not very good...

Well...this is life.

nothing much

2008-06-03T07:29:00.001-07:00

nothing much..will update about GG camp maybe tomorrow...uploading some pics taken by katrina in art room.My final o level piece~

yay!!!!!!!!hahas...nites!

my fav food...ok i am being lame...

2008-05-23T03:51:00.000-07:00

i started to list my fav food...
1)"mee hoon que" by grandma
2)fried rice by grandma
3)chicken chop at jubilee's S-11
4)"chinese" roti prata by grandma
5)"ji zhong fan" by grandma
6)rainbow porridge by grandma
7)shapgetti(?) by mum
8)fish 'n' chips at jubilee's S-11
9)salmon set at sumo house near jubilee
10)"man tou"

actually i got another fav...which is plain porridge with perserved olive veg,ikan bilis,'achar' and freid onion egg....most simple yet most delicious...best eaten with family and grandma at beach...yum!!!hahas...very nervous...moday o level for MT...stress ah...all the best for me...and everyone taking it...still on one comment...T___T oh well...

glooms

2008-05-22T02:37:00.000-07:00

Well...today was ...i dunno!
I was 1/4 happy yet 3/4 gloomy...
survived 4 periods of MT...then went for reccess with kim...chat and chat...were quieter than usual though.The got fire drill practice...-___-...yup...xiansation!
After that is maths...more yawns...lastly double phy at phy lab!!! zzzz...zzz...
so after that is ss remedial..had real fun with the "gang"...hahas....really happy...
during ss,was drawing with kim,ah pat and even LYT also drew...
drew out a new hairstyle and was extremely happy with it!
Went to jubilee with kim and LYT....kim and i talked too loud on the bus...hehes...
Went somewhere then went home...
today in school thre was an announcement concerning mediacorp and auditions for a comedy...i really wanted to go cause i love acting,so did val...but i asked mum and she said no...
Was really sad though i knew that it was for my own good....
WHY MUST ALL THE GOOD THINGS HAPPEN THIS YEAR!?
sigh...then NO ONE commented on my fanfic...*gloom*
Seriously...i love to write partly because of the comments i get which really encourages me...
Stuff at home...not too well too...really dunno what to do sometimes...
all i can do is pray and look at the whole suitation...sometimes seriously fed-up because i can't do anything about it!>.<
well thats all for today i guess....

New!

2008-05-22T02:36:00.001-07:00

Well...nice blogskin...hope you all like it...
testing...testing...^^

haha...

2008-05-15T05:00:00.000-07:00

well today quite crazy...first part of the day very xian...was rushing geo hw...but fortunately it past fast...when geo lesson was rather interesting,it made me think a lot...think i felt my brain being pressurized(my spelling no good...so...)...lol...

then recess go find kim...reach there she about to finish liao.Chat lots with "boo~~" haha...ate chicken rice...well...then went up,it was MT...at first felt very xian.Then found out that today no need to do paper 1 or 2...just worksheet...so me and Val over there laughing and talking...as usual...

After that is...erm...maths...ya...ok lar...learning something similar to POA...i just listen lor...today i very 'guai' haha...Next physics...went through test.Wahhh...me fail...but as usual...don't know why i was looking forward to a pass...still...sigh...but never mind.Phy techer busy so last period go for ss...wah today got double s,plus last lesson s,then later remedial also s...But quite ok...

After lunch go music room...first time know that kim can growl like a dog...better than me sia...haha...ah pat then play piano...grade 7 lei.Very nice...she played some final fantasy song,though i dunno whats the song...its very very nice!

Slack a little at s remedial...then she say..."isabelle lost"..i know i was kinda shaking my head but...

must she say its me?!Aiyo...i was like...sigh..but after she explain i know le.

Went home with LYT...talked on the bus...then thats it...

now here lor...parents come home earlier...sigh don't know what to do...art must pay...musical ticket must pay...my savings not much left le.

No choice...try tomorrow starve again...i think i ask mum for $8 can already...though total $28...

jiayous!I can do it...can also lose weight....~whooo....gambeteh!!!

today can't update F.F ....T.T....cause com a little..."siao" le..haha...next time ba...tata!^^

ps:heard the news about polar bears going to be name endagered animals due to global warming...so sad...T.T...

lalala^^F.F rawks...hahaha...

2008-05-13T04:28:00.000-07:00

Well...today not much...except getting scolded by art teacher in front of quite many people...well lets not elaborate that...sheesh...art teacher -__-

Then chem test postponed!!!~whoooo...hahaha...

what else...oh the 2.4

it was the last time running(dunno true a not...LJY not to br counted on)

So me and friends just kinda walk a little...still fail...sigh...

then got POA test...*yawn* never took a liking to it no matter how hard i try.

Then assembly,took the whole time to show announcements for musicals...then blahblahblah

After that talk to Kim loads...well ranging from random topic to F.F to her old story...i can't believe Kim also made up stories in her mind like me...Yay!!Talk so long then got chem remedial...

Bored.One word...short enough?

Talk to junior...then waited for Kim for like 20min+ then decided to go...

Talktalktalk somemore...

Sometimes i can't believe that authority and power really change someone...

It like more important than friendship which i think is totally not true...what to do?

Just let nature take its course then...

Thought of a new F.F idea...hehes...then i guess i am going now...Dad and Mum not back yet...

Probably working late again...come back tireed again...then nothing much to say...but its really tiring for them...so i guess i can only do my part to help dad carry bicycle and push him...really sad about his kneecap prob...sigh...don't wanna talk about it...T.T...

thats all i guess...my mood kinda from high...become *piiiiiiuuuuuuu* low...

Tata...^^

well....sigh...

2008-05-12T06:36:00.000-07:00

well...nothing much to say...actually wanted to write a lot but got no time.Today...lets see.Mt results oh ya...art...*yawn*...well don't know when am i ever going to finish it.

It seems so far away you know...oh ya i like to listen to these songs nowadays 我一直都在 and 孤单心事
very nice...the lyrics also very "related" to me....so near yet so far...so thats why i like listening to it...

F.F wise...kinda on hold...just very tired so have simply no mood in updating...not much at home...parents tired...what else...Dad kneecap having problems again...can't help to feel miserable cause i can nothing but to pray for him....hahas...i guess thast all...tomorrow chem test... T.T sigh...tatas...

(p.s:isn't that a cute pic?^^...lol...)

What kind of pet i am?

2008-05-02T22:52:00.000-07:00

You Would Be a Pet Dog

You're friendly, loyal, and an all around good sport. People love to be near you.

You are very open with your feelings, and you're quite vocal in expressing them.

You are sincere and kind. You love many people - without any sort of agenda.

Why you would make a great pet: You're content to chill out with your friends

Why you would make a bad pet: You always find yourself getting into trouble

What you would love about being a dog: Running around and playing

What you would hate about being a dog: Being left home alone while everyone else is out having fun

What Kind of Pet Would You Be?

What kind of chocolate i am

2008-05-02T22:51:00.001-07:00

You are White Chocolate

You are White Chocolate

You are sweet, caring, and truly very innocent.

Whether your naive ways are a bit of act or not, people like to take care of you.

You are a quiet flirt, and your power is often underestimated!

What Kind of Chocolate Are You?

What My Taste in Chocolate Says About You

2008-05-02T22:48:00.001-07:00

What Your Taste in Chocolate Says About You

You are sweet, mellow, and easily satisfied.

You don't like anything too intense and dramatic.

Deep down, you're a kid at heart... and you're nostalgic for the past.

You are full of life and vigor.

You have an amazing amount energy, and you keep very active.

Some people feel like you can't focus on them. You do tend to be restless

You love the feeling of accomplishment. You enjoy doing what's important.

You feel lost when you have to do frivolous tasks or hang out with shallow people.

The Chocolate Oracle

sigh...

2008-05-02T22:41:00.000-07:00

yes...very long never update le...no time cause updating mostly F.F(not final fantasy) but fan fiction!It rawks...i love writing stories~!Now i got 5 stories already...~whooo...haha...
Yesterday talk to Kim for 33min and06 secs....basically talking about almost anything uncer the sun...went nuts...haha.... :P
ai wo....is a nice song.
ok that was random....hehes...i don't know what to say cause not a lot have been happening much lately...aunty joan came back from macau!Yup!Very happy that she did.Oh ya monday got exmas-Geo and Mt (whopee?sacarstically)haha....but MT is nice...give us candies to encourage us...so nice right...haha...me fell sick again...but will not later...will get well...gambeteh!!
ok i think i end here.Will try to update more...

sigh...not so good day...

2008-04-11T03:42:00.000-07:00

well today was very tired after the sports day yesterday...whole day feel like sleeping.Me and Val had lots of laughs though during MT lesson.then is was time for POA.We did our work and i was talking to jiamin,fiona and alyssa.We really laughed at the "songs" we made for some people...haha...then time had to pass so fast when i am having fun.Have to go CCA-GG.
Yes it all started ok a first,drill and all.Then got some boots polishing thingy so taught them.Dun even know if they got listen a not.Sigh.Then JY bring them go for song session,i then chat with a junior while showing her the effects of polishing before and after.Had a nice time.Then when i go to the song session i didn't see girl guides but dull ppl.Seriously!Ppl see already mood went down the drain.Ask them cheer it was as if asking them to go for death penalty.Their cheering=moaning.If any juniors reading this...well its the truth.Last time the four sec fours when we were sec ones we would have learn many several cheers and like cheer/song session cause thats where we really had fun singing and cheering our hearts out.Looking at them cheer makes me real angry for some reason...still remember one senior made us run when we not loud enough.Now they have a comfortable place to cheer its still not enough.What to do?Really discouraged now.Sigh.But Alyssa cheered up by hitting me at the back suddenly..alyssa if ya reading this...I'LL GET YOU!!!haha...jk..jk...
well gotta go net now...sigh...what a rather bad day...but wanna thank jiayi especially for listening to all my rantings.I think i wanna be a bad guy in guides already.i dun care if the juniors detest me.I want to shout sometimes but if ACL or CL dun shout i feel that i have no rights to do so.
Anyways i am siging off now.Bye.Please support my fanfic.No one comments!! T.T...bb...

yay!!!!break into da house!!!

2008-04-10T04:41:00.000-07:00

haha...today was tiring but really fun lei.Was a competitors steward at sports day...wah...run like siao...haha...then celebrated ms balan's birthday!Choc marsmallow cake-2kg!!haha...gave ms balan the card i made last night...hope she likes it^^
Then go J8 with nutty friends,kim,ah pat,LYT,julie and doretta was also there with us for a while...cant believe her friends never accompany her.Some friends!
Then julie and doretta went home...(i think)
so the rest of us head to kim's home!!(~yay!)
We went there to find out that the door+gate is locked.and kim dui have house key so we....
yes we climb over...i was really scared of heights...but i did it!!!
Isabelle had conquered kim's gate!!!muahahaha....but actually no big deal..LYT and kim did it without a ladder but for frightened ppl like pat and i need the ladder.Bbut it was fun anyways...breaking into the house and all!!lolx!
Then four of us (pkity-lamers) did something like cosplay cause we were looking at our formal wear as the three of them going to mf dinner except me...cause ticket very ex!$58!!!!no way sia!!we played and for so long i actually laughed till my stomach hurt(literally!)
Then went home and ate bubble gum with pat and LYT(shhh...dun tell anyone...) then me and ah pat teach LYT to blow a bubble...almost did it...then went home

really want to thank God for holding the rain and that it didn't rain at sports day and that i had so much fun today with my good friends!and that is actually found someone with the similar name as mine...haha...God is great!^^

yea!

2008-03-31T06:29:00.000-07:00

lalala...this is God's girl speaking...hehe....today was somewhat a great day...kinda forget what monday blues are for the moment...haha...well the science teachers did cool experiments...etc...art teacher didn't scold me....muahahah....went home on the bus with LYT cracking super lame jokes!!^^not to forget have a great time with ah pat and kim during recess...haha...to bad the tuesday blues have to come when tmr got PE=2.4 km run....plsrainplsrainplarain....dunwanna run....my stories ar...many comment well very very happy person now....tomorrow gonna have my first morning sharing with Val....cant wait for what God has in store for us...gonna pray now and see what He has to say...He rawks forever and ever and ever!!!^^In conclusion HE RAWKS!!!haha....hope aunty joan is coping well...smilies... :P...mum and dad gonna come home late today...but its ok...haix...i will wait!now they are back wanna show them a vid...but they tired ...mum says keep lor next time see..but somehow i know they will never have the time or interest...anyways the vid id really really nice...very touching its at:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ntReE2n15bo

A MUST WATCH!!!!It shows that God is really good in this bling 5 year old girl's life!God is truely good..i feel really blessed after watching!^^anyways...

signing off....

THIS IS GOD'S GIRL SPEAKING YEA!and to all a good nite sleep!SWEET DREAMS!

tired...really tired

2008-03-27T07:01:00.000-07:00

haix...tired really...but very excited about tmr sripwriting course...but first thing is i dunno whether can go a not....xian...cause why...forgot to take the form but did sign up on the list thought...seriously hope can...God please help me be able to go tmr...yea~
Today very xian...but physics was rather fun...haha...sorry for not updating much...anyway speech day rehearsal was rather a disater....but i know that we can improve....ANY GG MEMBER READING THIS....REMEMBER...WE CAN IMPORVE!!!!!JIAYOU!!!!
haha...cant update le...just receive important email from aunt at macau...hehe...tata

lalala....

2008-03-18T01:17:00.000-07:00

haha....today went out shopping with kim,LYT,denis and lynda...quite fun^^...went up and down and etc....was buying patricia's bd prez...(shhh....dun tell pat!!)....well its Pat the noble 's birthday tomorrow...so...yea...hope she will like her present...Pat if you see this...its a joke...we didnt buy you ANYTHING....muahaha....no lar...we aint that bad sia....ahaha....still very happy with this blog though cant put tagboard cause something wrong....but never mind...dun care....well felling really sleepy though it is now...reporting time 4:35pm...funniest thing that happen today...
me:Kim!This bunny with the closed eyes suit you!
LYT:ya....anything with closed eyes suit kim...
Kim:I stand insulted...
Dun get it?Well...perhaps it is those you-had-to-be-there jokes....hilarious....
ps:(CAREER SEMINAR WAS BOOR-ING!!zzzz...)

Ya~

2008-03-17T05:22:00.001-07:00

Got the new skin...hope it is ok...if it is i have succeeded to be independant...~ya....haha...nothing much to write...except...Jesus rawks....nothing else is better than that...like duh...lolx....today ok...tomorrow....career seminar...ok..sounds like...welcome to the career seminar...why don't you pick a job...haha...sighx still gotta do physics...so cant type long....well i think thats all...hees

:)

2008-03-17T02:41:00.001-07:00

Change the name of my blog yea....haha...nothing much today...hahas... :)

yea...torture..chamber...pink...

2008-03-11T06:38:00.000-07:00

today woke up at 6:30 am!!!and its the march hols...~whooo(sacarstic)
well rushed for phy...thought i was gonna be late...rush like...yea siao...haha...
then reach there teacher have yet to reach...me: -_-... thoughts: great just great...
hair messy(like always)...half the class was like asleep...i in the other hand was very attentive...NOT...lol...no lar we all did pay attention(i think)...then teacher ended late lei!!
20 mins late...i...having a tight shedule(which is kinda killing me)...rushed down for speech day rehearsal...to see jia yi(alone) commanding the squad...out down bag...quickly help her...
seeing the kinda untrained sec ones and a few sec twos...i wanna give up...but its not really their fault...but still was kinda frustrating that teaching them something but they don't get it...really tested my paitence...the real speech day rehearsal started!Many of them were already tired and 'sick'(some dunno real a not...)...then our squad dropped drastically in numbers...no choice...the whole thing was shorter then expected as they modified it and cut off the waiting part...
2 sec ones fainted...never in speech day...that i have attented got ppl in GG fainted...well cant blame them ...they are new...
But it was very embarrassing...for jia yi and me...since have already "lost" our faces inthe day before(saturday) in the combine UG campfire...me and jia yi were mostly the ones who were "zi high"...but it was fun doing that with her...screaming and etc
back to the present...
we marched halfway then it rained...then dismiss i went to art...
draw...draw...draw....
teacher commented that i was show progress(~ya) and didn't scold me for some unfinished drawings(~phew)...well then started on composition(not the writing one)told art teacher to buy our class t-shirt which which was pink...muahaha...he didn't know at first but too late!alyssa ans i laugh till our faces went red(for mr i think)it was hilarious...!
then raining really hard...rushed back with alyssa...stupid rain...almost got my art file wet!!
take 165...walked back...hand tired...carry such a big file...waaa~
well thats basically all...have updated on my stories...ya...my current hobby...maybe want to be a scriptwriter on day as yesterday jieying tutored me and suggested that...well why not.. but now writing in fan fiction is already very exciting for me...wth comment and all...haha...k end here...now reporting time is exactly 10pm...aunty joan...if you are reading this hope that you are ok in macau!Take care and God bless...!
Good night everyone!!today my mood is a-ok...!haha

ok day but bad mood towards the end sia..

2008-03-05T04:39:00.000-08:00

ok lar....everything went quite ok except the fact that i got to do many many drawings by this weekend...well also that somthing happen in my class and i knida felt a like pissed off by it...won't elaborate though...speech day was *yawn*....the usual...and now i m gonna update my stories^^bb

xian

2008-03-04T03:56:00.000-08:00

very very xian of being ms nice and everything...at the end of the day they still push you aside amd i felt like...i dunno lar...i felt being used by some ppl sometimes...treat them nice,they give you cold shoulder...then ask them lend stuff...they already wanna hand it up already...one word(or two) FED-UP....!!seriously...felt very tored today too...half sleeping in SS lesson...head goes down then awake...head goes down again...awake again....heng maths was better then usual if not i want to break down le...then assembly...talk about water safety...pls lor as if i would ever swim with my friends...they would probably laugh at how wierd i look in swimming costume....anyway lend it to my aunt le...so cant be bothered to swim...but got go a little shopping today with LYT and kim...was fun...felt SO much better....not much depressing...those nuttie buddies of mine really made my day...too bad Pat couldn't come...also another nuttie...hah...oh ya just now got SS lecture...quite ok...other teacher not there mah...bought 2 pens cum marker one for me(brown) the other for mum(black)...yea...reach home take dinner...mum and dad is back....talk a little laugh a little...aiyah i go now...later gotta chiong my art....haix...must finish half a page somemore....teacher got too high expectation sia...aiyah dun care i just do mah best can le...he scold let him scold and nag...k time to let hands get a cramp...lolx...tmr art 3 periods lei...hees....>.<

i am blue blue is me...just a fact i am stating....

secrets!i detest them somtimes!!

2008-02-29T03:50:00.000-08:00

secrets,secrets and more secrets...

i thought we were close and together...

the four of us were inseperable...

but now i think its just you three...

secrets,secrets,secrets

i am always the last to know...

what the three of you are talking about

then you say i am slow

i hid my feelings well in my heart

knowing well you wont say it...

sometimes i come to ponder

why should there be secrets between you three and me...

this short poem reflects my feelings today about something confidential...sighx...hectic day....had duty at bishan stadium...stood for like 4 hours...aiyah...wonder what the real day would be like when this only involve some ppl...was left alone by some ppl...thought they would wait for me...but they didnt...almost got lost...i dun blame them....though a little sad...hope you can visit and comment on my story at...

www.winglin.net/fanfic/mushiromigal/ and

www.winglin.net/fanfic/mushiromigal02/... pls comment thx...have a nice day.God bless.got GG scrabble competetion tomorrow...kinda nervous...haven touch the scrabble board for ages!!!

bored

2008-02-28T03:55:00.000-08:00

starting new blog again...lets see how long this last...